August 17, 2004

  • Email to surgical department

    today i went to kwong wah hospital for lessons. i attended the grand round and also had the afternoon session with 4 CU year 4 students. unbelievable things happened and today was really... unbelievable!!  anyways, i left kwong wah hospital feeling happy, relieved, encouraged, yet a bit worried and scared....

    i have just written an email to the department of surgery requesting for change of partner in the following clerkship. Lappo, my dearest dearest groupmate had offered to switch partners with me. THANK YOU LAPPO! you are the nicest person i had ever known. thank you thank you thank you. but still, dont know if the surgery dept would allow it. but  i was really touched when lappo gave me this offer. its such a great offer! such a great favour! out of so much love. and her reason was that she was worried i may not be able to go through it with him. and she said i have been with him for 3 clerkships and she would not mind to "ding" 1 clerkship for me! oh lappo, thank you very much. even if the faculty wouldnt allow it i am still eternally grateful for this offer. thank you thank you thank you : ) how can ppl be so nice! and she has so much love! i feel so loved. and so honoured. and anna has also offered to switch rooms with me so i dont need to be in the room next to him. thank you thank you thank you! i am eternally greatful. i felt so loved

    after a few weeks of paediatrics clerkship, and whilst i was in a different group, did i re-learnt that going to school can be fun and enjoyable. sigh.... i understand its important to get along with ppl you go to school/work with and to accept different opinions and personalities. i have prayed for love and power and also seeked help from friends and groupmates. but sorry, the efforts were in vain.... sigh.... and i was in great distress to think i have to be partners with him again in the next rotation.... thank you lappo. i am so grateful. eternally grateful. thank you thank you thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!